Jump to content

Featured Replies

I can't believe it has been a whole year since D passed away. I don't think I've even begun to accept that he's gone. It still doesn't seem real. Sending love and thoughts to D's family and friends, to everyone on this forum and to everyone who run the various groups dedicated to D and of course my love and thoughts are always with D. :( 😭
  • Replies 618
  • Views 115.2k
  • Created
  • Last Reply

Top Posters In This Topic

Where has the year gone? It’s still so hard to believe that Darius isn’t here anymore, it still hurts.

Sending my love to his family on this first anniversary. Those sentiments from Natasha were lovely. Sue

A small message from D's mum which is on the memoriesofdarius instagram page. To Sarah & everyone on Memories of Darius & beyond our deep thanks for your love & support of remembering Darius daily in this last year X❤️

Edited by Polly

They are showing funny girl again on sky arts on Saturday but at 6 in the morning. Too early for people I know but I thought I'd mention it :lol:

 

I actually watched it and while it made me smile to see him on screen I had to have the sound turned down. Still can't listen to his voice and in my head I kept thinking how and why is he gone :( and that curtain call :cry:

Edited by Polly

A year today we found out the terrible news. I'll never forget that day. I was just sat at the table having a cup of tea, next thing my phone started going mad with texts from friends asking me if I was alright and had I heard the news. Just as I was texting them back to ask what was going on the news came on the radio. I then spent the next 10-15 minutes with my hands over my mouth, completely in shock I just couldn't believe it. I still can't :( . I hope people don't mind me sharing this story. I hope everyone is doing ok. Sending love and thoughts to D's family and friends.

Edited by Polly

Happy heavenly 43rd Birthday D :snif: :heart:

Edited by Polly

Lauren has posted a tribute to D on instagram so I thought I'd share it. Tribute reads:

 

Happy heavenly birthday my angel I miss you everyday, and do my best to carry your love & light forward with me I see you in every sunset and through all the subtle signs you give me to let me know you’re still here with me I love you. In this lifetime & the next ❤️

 

 

 

There are also some lovely photos of them together but I can't post them here sorry.

Edited by Polly

A year today we found out the terrible news. I'll never forget that day. I was just sat at the table having a cup of tea, next thing my phone started going mad with texts from friends asking me if I was alright and had I heard the news. Just as I was texting them back to ask what was going on the news came on the radio. I then spent the next 10-15 minutes with my hands over my mouth, completely in shock I just couldn't believe it. I still can't :( . I hope people don't mind me sharing this story. I hope everyone is doing ok. Sending love and thoughts to D's family and friends.

 

:( Poor Darius! He was about to have a muaical comeback too.

  • 2 weeks later...
20 years ago D's autobiography Sink or Swim was published :cry: :o

Edited by Polly

  • 2 weeks later...
I don't know if this is true or not and I'm so sorry if people get upset or offended by it but I feel like I need to share it anyway https://www.dailyrecord.co.uk/news/scottish...danesh-30370594 :( if it is true at least we now know the truth about what really happened. I don't know how anyone else feels but I always felt like there was more to it than what we were told but now I'm thinking why only tell us now nearly a year later? :huh: why not tell us when the original toxology report was released? I know his family will of only found out when the autopsy was done and it will of been really hard for them but didn't we have a right to know the truth as well? Do we have the right to know? I guess not ( if it really is the truth of course) She could be making it up for £ and it turns out she's releasing her own podcast on what would of been D's 43rd birthday. Could she be trying to get publicity for that but if she really was D's girlfriend and she really did love him then why would she do that? It could just be the papers making the whole thing up because they have nothing better to do and if that is the case I apologize for my above sentences. Sending love to everyone including D's family. No offence is meant to D's family in this post.

 

I feel the need to apologize for some of the comments I made about Lauren in this post seen as what was in this article turns out to be true :( I'd also like to apologize to his family for some of the comments I made :( However even though what Lauren said turns out to be true and I believe she did it for the right reasons so we all knew it wasn't just drugs. I feel she went about things in the wrong way just going to the papers instead of talking to his family first. I feel it may of forced his family's hand to confirm that it was true. I'm not sure they would of said anything if she hadn't sold the story. They shouldn't of felt like they needed to confirm anything. If they want to keep things private they have the right to do so which I feel may of been the case if she hadn't of said anything 😟

Edited by Polly

I feel like I need to share this. I often check the location of D's star and it always seems to be near the sun, the moon or near mercury. All very fitting. Girl in the moon, mercury rising and you'll always be the sun, which is a lyric from journey's end and mercury records of course how could I forget. 🥲 😟😭

Edited by Polly

  • 3 weeks later...

Create an account or sign in to comment

Recently Browsing 0

  • No registered users viewing this page.