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FHTE'S opening night was 10 YEARS ago today :o

19 years today kinda love was released :o

I thought I'd share this. I never watched popstars where D started so it will be interesting to watch a new version of the show https://www.mirror.co.uk/tv/tv-news/itv-rev...bosses-31166690

Seen as D was in the original west end production I thought I'd post this. I hope it all goes well for them 🙂 https://twitter.com/StuartJBrayson/status/1...188158980071911

I feel like I need to share this. I often check the location of D's star and it always seems to be near the sun, the moon or near mercury. All very fitting. Girl in the moon, mercury rising and you'll always be the sun, which is a lyric from journey's end and mercury records of course how could I forget. 🥲 😟😭

I feel the need to apologize for some of the comments I made about Lauren in this post seen as what was in this article turns out to be true :( I'd also like to apologize to his family for some of the comments I made :( However even though what Lauren said turns out to be true and I believe she did it for the right reasons so we all knew it wasn't just drugs. I feel she went about things in the wrong way just going to the papers instead of talking to his family first. I feel it may of forced his family's hand to confirm that it was true. I'm not sure they would of said anything if she hadn't sold the story. They shouldn't of felt like they needed to confirm anything. If they want to keep things private they have the right to do so which I feel may of been the case if she hadn't of said anything 😟

If it's appropriate to post D's family have issued a fresh statement following the completion of the investigation which I feel the fans need to know about. https://www.scotsman.com/news/people/darius...-report-4287636 My love and thoughts are with them and I don't mean any offence or upset with this post.

20 years ago D's autobiography Sink or Swim was published :cry: :o

Lauren has posted a tribute to D on instagram so I thought I'd share it. Tribute reads: Happy heavenly birthday my angel I miss you everyday, and do my best to carry your love & light forward with me I see you in every sunset and through all the subtle signs you give me to let me know you’re still here with me I love you. In this lifetime & the next ❤️ There are also some lovely photos of them together but I can't post them here sorry.

Happy heavenly 43rd Birthday D :snif: :heart:

A year today we found out the terrible news. I'll never forget that day. I was just sat at the table having a cup of tea, next thing my phone started going mad with texts from friends asking me if I was alright and had I heard the news. Just as I was texting them back to ask what was going on the news came on the radio. I then spent the next 10-15 minutes with my hands over my mouth, completely in shock I just couldn't believe it. I still can't :( . I hope people don't mind me sharing this story. I hope everyone is doing ok. Sending love and thoughts to D's family and friends.

I actually watched it and while it made me smile to see him on screen I had to have the sound turned down. Still can't listen to his voice and in my head I kept thinking how and why is he gone :( and that curtain call :cry:

A small message from D's mum which is on the memoriesofdarius instagram page. To Sarah & everyone on Memories of Darius & beyond our deep thanks for your love & support of remembering Darius daily in this last year X❤️⭐️

I can't believe it has been a whole year since D passed away. I don't think I've even begun to accept that he's gone. It still doesn't seem real. Sending love and thoughts to D's family and friends, to everyone on this forum and to everyone who run the various groups dedicated to D and of course my love and thoughts are always with D. :( 😭

They are showing funny girl again on sky arts on Saturday but at 6 in the morning. Too early for people I know but I thought I'd mention it :lol:

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This is a lovely tribute from Natasha https://uk.news.yahoo.com/darius-daneshs-ex...-155127821.html

I don't know if the above article is actually true or not but if it is and if it's appropriate to post I just want to say my love and thoughts will be with them all for the memorial and of course my love and thoughts are with D always.

This just made me feel very emotional. https://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news...readmore-target my love and thoughts are with them. 😟

21 years ago today D released colourblind 🙂🥲 still miss him dearly 😟

I don't know if this is true or not and I'm so sorry if people get upset or offended by it but I feel like I need to share it anyway https://www.dailyrecord.co.uk/news/scottish...danesh-30370594 :( if it is true at least we now know the truth about what really happened. I don't know how anyone else feels but I always felt like there was more to it huh: but why not tell us when the original toxology report was released? Obviously they wanted to keep it private and have the right to do. If it really is the truth of course? She could be making it up for £ and it turns out she's releasing her own podcast. Could she be trying to get publicity for that but if she really was D's girlfriend and she really did love him then why would she do that? It could just be the papers making the whole thing up because they have nothing better to do and if that is the case I apologize for my above sentences. Sending love to everyone including D's family. No offence is meant to D's family in this post.

More heartbreak for the Campbell-Danesh family. I've just read that D's uncle Harold passed away in April. I hope his family are doing ok. Haven't they been through enough 😟

I totally agree with you. I'm still trying to process it all myself. Hope you're ok and i hope everyone else is aswell :(

It's 20 years since girl in the moon was released 🥲

I hope people won't mind but I thought I'd share an update about D's girlfriend Lauren that I found out on Instagram. She has decided to move out of her house that I think she may have shared with D. There are a few pictures, two in particular, one of valentine's day with loads of presents on a table which I'm assuming are from D and one with D's guitar in the corner. There is also a video of D singing. There is a post too that says how much she still misses D and that she will always cherish the time and memories they made but she feels it's time to start a new chapter although she wishes D was with her to start this chapter. I wish her well and I hope she finds happiness in this new chapter. I hope the rest of D's family are doing ok. 🙂