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According to Natasha's Instagram her film House red which D produced will be streaming on demand from the 15th November. I'm not sure if I'll be able to watch it knowing it was one of the last films D produced 😟 but I thought I'd mention it. Here is the trailer if anyone wants to see it https://m.imdb.com/title/tt6053192/ It looks quite good to be honest. The film was made in 2019. I wonder if they are realising it now in memory of Darius? I think that would be a lovely gesture.

I think I might of been wrong. From further reviews I've read I think people are actually quite liking it.

Stuart Brayson paid tribute to D and his family at the end of this podcast. I still can't believe it's true 😟 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/be-ou...i=1000582770631

Not relevant anymore but I thought I'd post anyway. The first preview of FHTE revival was last night. I wanted to know if it was worth seeing so I asked on theatre board forum. Some people really liked it but wanted people to bare in mind that it needs to be viewed as a completely new show and not expect it to be like the original. Some say it's been changed so much it's lost some of the grit and edginess of the original and they've removed some of the songs which they found unforgivable and they've put some of the songs in a completely different place which doesn't make sense. I know none of us will probably want to see it but I just wanted to know if it was worth seeing I think people are unsure about whether it works as a show now although they did like the new cast.

D's second album live twice was released 18 years ago today 🤯 💔

I know we have this forum but a forum has now been added to the website aswell for people to share memories of D although I haven't posted on there yet. There are also videos and photos for people to look at. I still can't look at videos although I'm finding it easier to look at photos now but still makes me feel a bit sad. It's a lovely website to keep D's memory alive. Still finding it hard to believe he's gone. 😟

I've just read on Instagram that a new website has been created in memory of Darius. It's www.darius-campbell-danesh. com 🥲

I can't believe I've just read on twitter Kinda love is 18 years old today and according to Instagram it was Cyrus who chose it to be the first single off live twice 🤯

I'm trying but struggling to find the best process to move forward after his death. Maybe because I'm still struggling to believe he's actually died. Suggestions will be greatly appreciated. Someone made a good point on Facebook the other day it's strange how it's hit all us fans so hard and yet we didn't actually know him not really.

I don't want to make anyone feel worse but I can't believe it's officially two months since D passed away. It feels like it's gone by so fast (to me it has anyway). Still hard to believe he's not here anymore 😭

I know this isn't really relevant anymore but rehearsals for FHTE started today. I hope it all goes well for them this time.

Wow I knew he could play guitar, piano, saxophone and I knew he learned the recorder at school. He talks about that with Cyrus when he picks him up from school in his dvd and he could sing and act too but I never knew he could play violin. He really was a man of many talents. I still miss him a lot and still can't believe he's gone. :(

If you click on the YouTube link apparently the first three songs were written by D when he was just 17. Hope people won't get upset listening to them. I know it's still hard for everyone. 😟 https://m.facebook.com/groups/dariusfanforu...04686709615660/ The third one kinda makes me laugh. I've only listened to a bit of it but I think it's literally just music all the way through and Darius sings the words I'm just chilling every now and again and that's it and when I say music it reminds me of old style supermarket music 🤣 Joking aside it's still hard to believe he's no longer with us. I thought listening to these songs would upset me but strangely they are giving me comfort somehow.🥲

My thoughts will be with everyone attending the memorial today and of course with D. Sorry I can't be there. 😞

If it's appropriate to post. Here is a news article I found about Aria and Cyrus's tribute to D. It has some of the pictures in the article along with some of the comments from Orlando Bloom, Natasha and D's ex girlfriend Claire. https://www-dailyrecord-co-uk.cdn.ampprojec...ilence-28094521

Tribute reads Brother, We will miss you so much. you were a supernova star, shining light and love to so many. It was the greatest privilege to be your brother for all these years. While your earthly presence has passed, your spirit will forever be with us. We will celebrate and love you, always. Until we meet again, Aria & Cyrus There are 9 photos that go with the tribute but I'm struggling to bring them over here from instagram. Sorry. Mind you it's probably a good thing I can't transfer them to here because everytime I look at them it makes me feel sad 😭

And now unfortunately it feels real :(

If its appropriate to post I just found a lovely tribute from Aria and Cyrus to Darius on instagram. I'm not going to lie it's upset me and i'm sorry if it upsets everyone but I thought people would want to see D's brothers tribute to him. https://www.instagram.com/p/Ci5WJe-q9Af/ :cry:

How's everyone doing? If it's appropriate to post the pop idol reunion show was due to be recorded on Wednesday just gone. It's been postponed out of respect for Darius 😟 I hope they do manage to arrange some sort of special tribute for him whatever that might be. https://www-chroniclelive-co-uk.cdn.ampproj...darius-25088115 I still can't take it in. I'm finding it really hard to accept that he's gone 😞

Just wanted to say as a sideline aswell anyone who finds anything I say too offensive or inappropriate please feel free to have it removed. I don't write anything to offend or upset so I'm sorry if anyone does get upset with me.

Sorry if anyone gets offended by the next thing I post but it's just something playing on my mind. This article actually appeared in another online paper aswell. The daily mail I think it was and in the middle of it there is a video. Thinking it would be a tribute to D I played it then I saw what was written at the top of it. It was actually the 911 call made to the authorities when D was found unresponsive. I'm sorry but whoever has released that to the press needs suing. Can't imagine any of his family or friends have anything to do with it or even know about it. I hope they never hear it and I'm not going to post it here because it's definitely not appropriate but I just needed to get it off my chest how HORRIFIC I think it is to release it to the press as I'm sure everyone else will think aswell :angry:

I've been able to listen to colourblind which I was ok with but can't bring myself to listen to any others yet. I think I'm going to stay away from live twice and D's version of I've got you under my skin. He came over to me and sang that on his tour and the memories might make me cry, and of course I'm going to definitely stay away from Caledonia. Thanks for telling me about the channel. Still can't believe all this is happening. Keep hoping someone has made a mistake somewhere along the line. I don't mean any offense with that statement as I'm sure his family have been wishing the same thing over the last month but sadly not to be :(

I can't believe Gerard is still in Minnesota I thought he lived in Malibu. Why would he want to stay in Minnesota where his best friend died? No offense is meant in this post.

I remember Megham posting on here. Thanks for that I'll give it a look 👍 sadly the song that keeps going round in my head is journeys end 😞

If it's appropriate to post. I knew he was there to receive extra treatment for his pain but I was just interested as to why he used Gerards girlfriends name but yeah that would make sense.