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I’m thinking 7/8 by the end of the week.

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WOWWWWW! She really is achieving so much!

I feel like I watched something completely different to everyone else? I had a lot of understanding and felt like all these massive mistakes / hurt she caused was caused by her own self hate. I don't think there is a 'truth' as such it's one of those circumstances where I'm sure all the girls have a different view of what actually went on. Is anyone in the wrong? I don't think so genuinely think after 9 crazy years working day in day out with no real life outside Little Mix just took it's toll on them all.

It could potentially be Jesy speaking to other families / her campaigning as opposed to a documentary about her twins specifically but she confirmed there was definitely a documentary on SMA that's in the works.

Well I really enjoyed it....I think they sort of had to include the same information from Odd one Out because that's the reason why she left and it explains alot? I think it dragged more because evidently they knew people would be tuning in to hear the 'real' reason she left hence why it was a little all over the place. They probably knew LM fans would potentially tune out if all the LM stuff was in just one/two episodes. There's a confirmed part 2 on the babies SMA diagnosis and I'm assuming will include Jesy's campaigning?

WOW! That's a bit far she was hardly going to show that live in her documentary was she? Can you imagine the abuse / trolling that would of come out of that. Nicki Minaj isn't exactly easy to deal with, I still think while Jesy should of said something her laughing was clearly an awkward laugh like she wanted the ground to swallow her up. She didn't blame the girls for the suicide attempt at all she literally said 'The girls might see it differently or have a different version of events but this is how I felt. Let's be honest the girls had dealt with her being unhappy for YEARS there comes a point when it's too much and they probably do wish they'd maybe done more at that point as Jesy said she also wishes her lawyer hadn't contacted the management first (Typical Lawyers though getting in their first). I was the first to call out Jesy but I think we need to remember her mental health was on the floor, you can see in those clips she spent alot of the time crying even in the early stages. No one's perfect! She at all times said the girls mean alot to her and they were the best of friends, she never once slagged them off but simply said SHE FELT they weren't there for her at the end. Can we not forget she's doing incredible things raising awareness for TTS and SMA and is going through a hell of alot, she's had two suicide attempts and you're calling her scum simply for giving her version of events. I still think while she did portray the girls as not caring at the end and did throw them under the bus a little, I really don't think that came from a negative place as quite obviously it's been 5 years now and ALL THE GIRLS have reached out to her during her pregnancy and she said on This Morning it was very healing for her and I'm sure the other girls having that communication.

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PERFECTTTTT and the vinyl release should bring a few more sales (Maybe 1.5-2k??) I'm sure she'll get a small boost from The Brits too!

I actually agree with this the catalyst was her lawyer contacting management that would have freaked everyone out. Naturally, a therapist probably was called in by management as a precaution but at that stage they had no idea what route Jesy could go down (Damages etc...) I find it baffling why her and her mum wouldn't of realised this as uncomfortable as it was.

I felt like she threw the other girls under the bus. You can see they supported Jesy endlessly for 9 years, 9 years of her not being happy, comforting her about how she looked etc...We've seen that so many times in backstage footage (Bounce Back video Jesy was Upset and Perrie from memory was hugging her?). Radio 1 performance all the girls went straight over to her even towards the end. There comes a point where when someone's mental health is that bad no one really knows what to do. I don't understand why she was so upset about them wanting a therapist there? I get it would of been painful and awkward but I genuinely think they just wanted a professional present so they could all just sit down and talk it through especially when her mental health was that bad. Perhaps it was management's idea initially to cover their backs but it seems like a sensible idea. I have no doubt people were fed up of trying to comfort her. I don't think that's from a nasty place either and deep down her whole team probably did have an air of sympathy but some people just don't understand mental health and unfortunately unless you've experienced Anxiety / Depression it's very difficult for some people to relate / truly understand. I don't think she was coming from a bad place in everything she said, it was her side of the story and I'm sure she did want more from the girls when she was in that state and needed complete comfort from them. However, it's sad that she hasn't realised in my opinion it's too much to ask from someone due to the complexities of it all plus clearly the other girls were going through their own struggles / issues. We knew it was Perrie who wanted to leave, which is fine but I must admit to hear Jesy was really upset over this also makes sense she was clearly struggling endlessly and probably felt like she had continuously forced herself to stay and now it was all about to be over and not on her terms it must of been hurtful (Even if Perrie had every right to leave) I get it also must of been so bloody hard for the other girls knowing it was coming to an end and having to continue to lie in interviews. Despite all of this it actually made me emotional seeing them as a 4 again! Also, has anyone noticed all the girls do this thing where when they say certain things they change accents? They all do it!! It's wild and I really hope they continue to have conversations out of the public eye and do manage to get some sort of a friendship back. I think they really do need a conversation as a 4 (The conversation they were meant to have with the therapist) where all of them are just open / maybe some apologies and they can all just finally feel better about the whole thing. I know sometimes people just naturally grow apart and maybe it can't ever be fixed but they'd all be mad not to all sit down eventually and just talk to each other openly,

I wonder if we find out what the narrative is because every single report has said she basically did just walk away from the girls and she blocked them all on socials. I really hope we find out some more from Jesy's perspective because she really has the power to change that narrative.

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It may seem meaningless and perhaps nothing happens immediately but at the VERY LEAST it HAS to be addressed in parliament and it's just another way of trying to make change.

That was addressed though. It was obvious a re-election wouldn't happen as it was just a case of the supporters of other parties signing so it would change the outcome. Petitions like that are pointless unless the entire population voted then clearly everyone would genuinely want a re-election. It was still addressed and a statement was made despite the fact it was obviously never going to happen for the above reason of disgruntled voters hoping to change the outcome (Whether it was people who voted Labour signing is a different story and they had no way of knowing).

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I still think the 3 piece was a force to be reckoned with they absolutely smashed Sweet melody as a 3 (Performances etc..) The issue was as Jason said Between Us was very clearly rushed, they had pretty much checked out of LM as Leigh and Perrie were pregnant and all 3 knew they were about to go on a Hiatus. Had they released a totally new album, had more time then I'm sure they would of killed it as a 3. I just think enough time has passed now for me to realise that Jesy was a vital part of the group when you look back at old clips they just worked so well as a 4.

I have a sneaky sneaky feeling they’ve finally spoken! Everything feels different. Jesy’s character / personality is back (I know that’s mostly due to her beautiful babies but I’m sure the fallout played on her mind over the years too) There was a time when I really didn’t want Jesy back in Little Mix but I think pop needs the force that is the 4 girls back absolutely smashing it on their terms! Wembley stadium is calling!!

I don't understand why she's being dragged she said her brother told her to 'make as much money as possible' then leave as she wouldn't have an opportunity like that again? Surely that's a common conversation most families would have? It's her career we're talking about she wasn't just in Little Mix for fun? She didn't actually enjoy it so stayed on the basis of 'what else would she do?' she could hardly leave and then just go back to a 'normal' job (Remember this was also only 2 years in). She also didn't say she hated everything she said she hated the music video's and certain aspects of being in a girl group (Who wouldn't hate being in music video's if you weren't confident with how you looked?) People think being a popstar is all glam it's actually very hard especially on the level Little Mix were. Jesy obviously just struggled from the off I'm sure the relentless bullying also didn't help. Personally, I've never had an issue with her not enjoying it my issue has been how she railroaded the other girls and didn't just sit everyone down and bow out gracefully instead she blocked them all and was so cutthroat I don't think the girls deserved that. Then obviously the blackfishing which I'm still sad she hasn't addressed but also understand a little if the tan / look was the only thing getting her through because she struggled with major mental health and confidence issues. Yes Jesy has made loads of mistakes but she genuinely didn't say anything wrong in any of her recent interviews they were more positive than ever?!

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LOVED that interview! Finally she's talking about Little Mix in such a positive light! Genuinely makes me so happy to see her thinking about the good times and it not being all doom and gloom. I can't believe we got a 'who knows' to a reunion!?! I really hope it happens! New Album + Huge Arena Tour in 2030 please 🤣 Again, Jesy really seems to have turned a corner since becoming a mum she's really radiating confidence and she'd definitely back to the earlier stages of Little Mix in terms of her character which is lovely especially with everything she has going on. Imagine how incredible it would be to have all the Little Mix babies / Children sat together watching their mums smash it on stage.

There's one thing I really don't understand she appeared in loads of interviews after she left Little Mix which she clearly didn't highlight the real reason for leaving so she allowed the headlines to run away with all the stories (Was that because she had a solo career at that point and the headlines were creating publicity) I adore Jesy but when she left it all seemed very cruel to the other girls who she claimed were her best friends. I really hope some of that is addressed in terms of why she made the decisions she did at that time rather than her just explaining why she left because her actions after leaving were pretty wild throwing them all under the bus and seemingly let headlines run away with all sorts. I'm looking forward to the documentary but I still HATE the way they've used 'Life After Little Mix' as the title when she literally erased all signs / milestones / The girls from her socials it just doesn't sit right...