Yay - I doubt we'll take the Blobster tho :(

And yeh I know its there but I feel like Im holding onto a bit of the past. I just wanna leave here darl - im coming on less & less, you,pipa,robert and yasmin are all i stay for :(

Yay - I doubt we'll take the Blobster tho :(

And yeh I know its there but I feel like Im holding onto a bit of the past. I just wanna leave here darl - im coming on less & less, you,pipa,robert and yasmin are all i stay for :(

Yeah Robbie is quite a push for us. :lol:

 

But an extended lead would be wonderful. :wub:

 

It's not the forum darl, it's the internet altogether, you're gonna be reminded of the whole situation everytime you talk to me, Pipa, Matt, Rob, Yasmin and whoever else you keep contact with. :(

Its not just you guys though its offline too - when something comes on tv or someone says something it triggers a memory and there were so many. I try for my own sake to be strong but I just cant - this is why im scared to sleep because of the dreams :(

And Im tired of going on about it because it just leads to rowls with paul and emma and then you guys online and thats not what i want cos I'd be lost without my friends - theyre what keeps me going.

Well I couldn't care less what you talk about, you know, as i've told you a million times where I stand. :D

 

But it's not gonna be easy, but time WILL help. ;)

I know and Pipa keeps telling me he's not real but I believe in my heart he is cos he spoke to me on mic and told me he loved me with all his heart.

I just want people to understand that I really love Karl - I always will and it'd be wrong to try and force myself into making somebody take that place like I have done before. Yeh I'll be alone hence why I want to adopt so I have someone to focus on and to care about - its my life and thats how I want it to be from now on.

I know exactly what you mean about wanting to put your time, love and energy into something, completely understand it - it's not a bad thing at all, but you need to sort yourself out before jumping into anything else. ;)

I just feel people don't :(

Ive explained to you why what Karl represented meant so much to me - I just dont think I will ever have such a connection with someone like that again and I'm not prepared to rey for fear of being hurt. I've wasted tow years being hurt by one man or another - i want my life back.

 

Night darl x

i know, but i've spent quite abit of time around them, i've been polite and nothing but a complete gentleman.

Unfortunately a few incidents have made parents more cautious about online relationships, but all the best.

Unfortunately a few incidents have made parents more cautious about online relationships, but all the best.

thanks John :)

 

well today cos of her parents i'm spending like 4 hours with her -_-

 

least thats something :D

WHORES :smoke:

Your love isnt fair, you love in a world where you didnt listen, and you didnt care :wub:

WHORES :smoke:

Hypocrit :smoke:

So what? :smoke: I'm proud of it :smoke:

All the time that we spend together, I wont fuss, I wont fight, trying to make you mine, you know im not that kind :wub:

Dance with me pretty boy tonight, dance with me it'll be alright, there's a whole floor before just for you and me so follow my lead baby 1,2, 3 PULL SHAPES!

 

Joins in :P

You can say what you want about me, Wanna do what you want to me, But you cannot stop me :wub: Best lyrics EVER! :wub:

Run away, run away for the weekend, step outside, hurry up, hurry up, put your shoes on, stepping out tonight, the seaside needs us more than ever :wub:

Im no punk, I cant get down, I dont give a dam about who's around, That was just fine till now :wub: Anastacia kicks ass :P

Is it cruel or kind not to speak my mind and to lie to you? rather than hurt you... The Libertines kick[ed] arse :P

Is it cruel or kind not to speak my mind and to lie to you? rather than hurt you... The Libertines kick[ed] arse :P

Isnt that where Pete is from? :P