OK this is probably gonna make me look racist (again) and is kinda off the point, but i get very shocked when i see black people outside cities. I don't think i've EVER seen any in the local towns :o. Then again i've never seen an openly/obviously gay person :unsure: (De ja vu :/).

 

Wow, me too :lol: In school out of about 750 kids, i think there were about 3/4 black people.

I think I know what you mean, you don't really associate gay men with long-term relationships in general. I reckon it's probably easier for a man and a woman to connect emotionally and fall in love than two guys, you wouldn't think so with it being the same gender. I'm assuming you haven't told anyone, so how can you be sure that you wouldn't fall in love with a guy? :o

 

I can't be sure I guess. I've fallen in love with a girl before and for the months after that I kept thinking 'why did I say that?' or 'why did I do that?' and got myself pretty depressed about it. I've kinda got over it now. I just think I'd never feel as strongly for a guy.

 

OK this is probably gonna make me look racist (again) and is kinda off the point, but i get very shocked when i see black people outside cities. I don't think i've EVER seen any in the local towns :o. Then again i've never seen an openly/obviously gay person :unsure: (De ja vu :/).

 

Yeah realising that i'd never have kids and stuff hit me all at once and that felt pretty awful. I've made myself accept it now, whereas before i knew i was gay but i :/ed at the thought of me being with another man, especially long term. Ofc i'd expect bad reactions, but i'm a realist yet i still don't think it'll be *that* bad, bullying of any sort is pretty much non existent here imo, it seemed to stop when everyone grew up. I know exactly who i'm going to tell first, practically the only person who i feel close enough to who is mature enough to deal with it and trustworthy enough to keep a secret, for a while :P.

 

Hmm, maybe i was looking too deep into things, but still some people seem to agree with me: http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/353...636029/#comment

 

And that's not strange at all :o, it's completely logical :unsure:. I've never had any relationship since i realised, although i wanted a gf when i was in denial to prove to myself i was straight (:manson: @ this), and before that i was very young so it doesn't really count at all -_-.

 

Nah I agree with you LOL. There's one person in out whole school who is black. There's not even that much of an Asian community where I live as well, it's all just white people really.

 

Oh I don't want kids, never have done and never will even if I do grow up married or whatever. You are extremely lucky that where you live is as grown up as you are, my school (city, even) is largely homophobic and childish / immature about any serious matter at all. I can honestly say I am like the only person in my year (that I know) who would be able to hold a serious conversation with someone and then not tell everyone or start laughing. :/ I thought I knew someone like that. I told someone a few months ago that I had feelings for this boy and he reacted really bad to it, kinda made me lose my self confidence a bit and has made me never really tell anyone ever again. I'm not really close enough to anyone at school to tell them anything like that, even my best friends have this childishness about them which makes it impossible for me to say stuff to them. STILL, good luck when you do tell someone. ^_^

Too dumb?!? I don't think you're too dumb if you have 12 A*/A/Bs in GCSEs :o

 

OK this is probably gonna make me look racist (again) and is kinda off the point, but i get very shocked when i see black people outside cities. I don't think i've EVER seen any in the local towns :o. Then again i've never seen an openly/obviously gay person :unsure: (De ja vu :/).

 

Were you? :lol: I can't put a face to most of those names :(. The lyrics could be gender neutral, but girls don't really wear ties :o.

 

And that's not strange at all :o, it's completely logical :unsure:. I've never had any relationship since i realised, although i wanted a gf when i was in denial to prove to myself i was straight (:manson: @ this), and before that i was very young so it doesn't really count at all -_-.

You forgot the C in Physics. :(

 

I wouldn't say I live in a city though and it's not unusual to me. But when I think about it, I can only remember one black person in our particular year. There's pretty much a whole road of Asian people in Reading though. Maybe you live in a smallish area?

 

You obviously don't watch much TV, they're pretty much everwhere. :wacko: But secondary school here, everyone has to wear ties, even girls. :o

 

Haha, I expect the girlfriend thing is probably quite common.

 

Wow, me too :lol: In school out of about 750 kids, i think there were about 3/4 black people.

:o Obviously not a BIG community in Wales then.

 

I can't be sure I guess. I've fallen in love with a girl before and for the months after that I kept thinking 'why did I say that?' or 'why did I do that?' and got myself pretty depressed about it. I've kinda got over it now. I just think I'd never feel as strongly for a guy.

 

I thought I knew someone like that. I told someone a few months ago that I had feelings for this boy and he reacted really bad to it, kinda made me lose my self confidence a bit and has made me never really tell anyone ever again. I'm not really close enough to anyone at school to tell them anything like that, even my best friends have this childishness about them which makes it impossible for me to say stuff to them. STILL, good luck when you do tell someone. ^_^

Awww. It seems odd that you seem more physically attracted to men, yet not emotionally. Perhaps if you find yourself in a relationship with one it'll change? Or maybe it's just something that happens with bi people? I don't know.

 

Ack, that sounds horrible. :/ I think it's probably a bad idea to 'come out' at school because there are always going to be homophobic or immature idiots around you to make it worse, especially if those idiots are your friends. I know the bunch I hung around were quite homophobic (behind his back) about the openly gay boy in our year.

You forgot the C in Physics. :(

 

I wouldn't say I live in a city though and it's not unusual to me. But when I think about it, I can only remember one black person in our particular year. There's pretty much a whole road of Asian people in Reading though. Maybe you live in a smallish area?

 

You obviously don't watch much TV, they're pretty much everwhere. :wacko: But secondary school here, everyone has to wear ties, even girls. :o

 

Awww. It seems odd that you seem more physically attracted to men, yet not emotionally. Perhaps if you find yourself in a relationship with one it'll change? Or maybe it's just something that happens with bi people? I don't know.

 

Ack, that sounds horrible. :/ I think it's probably a bad idea to 'come out' at school because there are always going to be homophobic or immature idiots around you to make it worse, especially if those idiots are your friends. I know the bunch I hung around were quite homophobic (behind his back) about the openly gay boy in our year.

Yeah i was only trying to make you look even better :heehee:

Well it is the least densely populated district in England, i.e. there's only 3 proper towns here (yes i am sad enough to know all that :(), but i don't see what's stopping there being an Asian community :S. Actually in my primary school of 35 people there was one chinese family :o.

 

I don't really know you (Jonny), but maybe you just turn your nose up at yourself being in a same sex relationship, it seems pretty much normal to me now. I guess it's a step further beyond accepting yourself :unsure:

 

There are immature and homophobic people in my school too, probably not as bad. Maybe i'm being too optimistic here (which is odd for me) but the thought of a bit of abuse really doesn't bother me at all :mellow: , i think i can stand up for myself. Plus i don't think people are evil enough to suddenly completely change just because of one thing i tell them. The immature people in my year are my best friends tbh. I don't think they'd be stupid about anything, because they don't really know anything atm.

 

I can honestly say I am like the only person in my year (that I know) who would be able to hold a serious conversation with someone and then not tell everyone or start laughing. :/ I thought I knew someone like that. I told someone a few months ago that I had feelings for this boy and he reacted really bad to it, kinda made me lose my self confidence a bit and has made me never really tell anyone ever again. I'm not really close enough to anyone at school to tell them anything like that, even my best friends have this childishness about them which makes it impossible for me to say stuff to them. STILL, good luck when you do tell someone.

I used to think that, but people have grown up a bit in the last year. That story seems awful, i'm not sure why people can't understand or even appreciate that they're the ones someone comes to when they need someone to talk to -_- . Maybe i need to put myself in my friends' shoes, but i can't :unsure:. They're pretty immature, but not BAD and probably just don't know much about the subject. Like i said, i might be being a bit optimistic. I wouldn't have said i had feelings for anyone in particular though, it makes it more personal i think and easier to react badly if the person you tell this to knows this person :unsure:

It all depends on how well you're known (which I suppose is quite, considering the size of your year :lol: ) and the people you're around. I supposed living where you do with such few people in your school it isn't as big a deal at your school as it as mine. If someone comes our at my school it's suddenly hot gossip and no matter how popular / well liked this person is they are suddenly the most talked about person in the year. :/ Why people can't just keep themselves to themselves I don't know.

 

ANYWAY, enough gay talk. How fit is the girl in the Space Cowboy 'Falling Down' video plz? :o

There are immature and homophobic people in my school too, probably not as bad. Maybe i'm being too optimistic here (which is odd for me) but the thought of a bit of abuse really doesn't bother me at all :mellow: , i think i can stand up for myself. Plus i don't think people are evil enough to suddenly completely change just because of one thing i tell them. The immature people in my year are my best friends tbh. I don't think they'd be stupid about anything, because they don't really know anything atm.

 

I used to think that, but people have grown up a bit in the last year. That story seems awful, i'm not sure why people can't understand or even appreciate that they're the ones someone comes to when they need someone to talk to -_- . Maybe i need to put myself in my friends' shoes, but i can't :unsure:. They're pretty immature, but not BAD and probably just don't know much about the subject. Like i said, i might be being a bit optimistic. I wouldn't have said i had feelings for anyone in particular though, it makes it more personal i think and easier to react badly if the person you tell this to knows this person :unsure:

I suppose you're right, it's not nice, but whether you come out now or in 5 years you're BOUND to get some level of abuse for it. You just have to decide to ignore what those idiots think, but maybe it's easier to do that if you're not in a school environment? It'd suck to lose your best friends over it if they are that immature. It seems like you're quite sure about it all though.

 

If someone comes our at my school it's suddenly hot gossip and no matter how popular / well liked this person is they are suddenly the most talked about person in the year. :/ Why people can't just keep themselves to themselves I don't know.

 

ANYWAY, enough gay talk. How fit is the girl in the Space Cowboy 'Falling Down' video plz? :o

It was the same at mine, even the most obviously gay person (camp behaviour, in all the school plays etc.) in our year coming out was like big news. Even the teachers were getting in the gossip in our classes. o.O

 

She kinda reminds be of someone but I don't know who. :thinking: As for singers, I prefer Ashanti. :heart:

I suppose you're right, it's not nice, but whether you come out now or in 5 years you're BOUND to get some level of abuse for it.

 

Not neccessarily, I've been out now for like 2 years, I can't think back to one negative or abusive comment yet? :lol: yet is the keyword here though, yet. :lol:

Not neccessarily, I've been out now for like 2 years, I can't think back to one negative or abusive comment yet? :lol: yet is the keyword here though, yet. :lol:

Lucky, maybe everyone loves you. :lol: I got nasty comments and umm...touching from random people at school for no reason. I'd never even discussed stuff like sexuality. :mellow: Perhaps it differs from area to area.

Why people can't just keep themselves to themselves I don't know.

 

ANYWAY, enough gay talk. How fit is the girl in the Space Cowboy 'Falling Down' video plz? :o

I don't understand either :S

 

http://www.last.fm/music/Chelsea+Korka/+images << There you go :P

I suppose you're right, it's not nice, but whether you come out now or in 5 years you're BOUND to get some level of abuse for it. You just have to decide to ignore what those idiots think, but maybe it's easier to do that if you're not in a school environment? It'd suck to lose your best friends over it if they are that immature. It seems like you're quite sure about it all though.

It was the same at mine, even the most obviously gay person (camp behaviour, in all the school plays etc.) in our year coming out was like big news. Even the teachers were getting in the gossip in our classes. o.O

 

She kinda reminds be of someone but I don't know who. :thinking: As for singers, I prefer Ashanti. :heart:

If i lose my best friends over it then so be it if they can't 'deal with it' :S, i don't think i would though :unsure:. Our teachers do like a bit of gossip, some of them probably talk more to pupils than their colleagues :lol:.

If i lose my best friends over it then so be it if they can't 'deal with it' :S, i don't think i would though :unsure:. Our teachers do like a bit of gossip, some of them probably talk more to pupils than their colleagues :lol:.

That's the right attitude to have, hopefully you're right though. ^_^

 

LOL nosy cows. Is your mum the same? :o

That's the right attitude to have, hopefully you're right though. ^_^

 

LOL nosy cows. Is your mum the same? :o

Was that sarcasm? :unsure:

 

Well my mum's only part time as she has two jobs, i don't think she's into any particular clique yet LOL. She was sitting all on her yesterday in the lunch hall :cry: :lol:

Forget anyone else, the woman in Azerbaijan's song tonight was omgamazing. I also found the winning guy quite attractive as well, although he looked quite odd. :s

Alex is ok looking, he looks really younger than 23 though, could easily pass for 15

Was that sarcasm? :unsure:

 

Well my mum's only part time as she has two jobs, i don't think she's into any particular clique yet LOL. She was sitting all on her yesterday in the lunch hall :cry: :lol:

Wasn't meant to be. :o

 

Aww bless and you didn't even sit with her. Bad son. :angry:

 

Forget anyone else, the woman in Azerbaijan's song tonight was omgamazing. I also found the winning guy quite attractive as well, although he looked quite odd. :s

Yeah, she had an amazing voice. :P I did think Eurovision was missing some proper female stunners this year besides Aysel and, of course, Chiara. :lol:

 

Alexander though looked very young, had yellowish teeth and was easily the cockiest little $h!t in the whole thing.

 

Alex is ok looking, he looks really younger than 23 though, could easily pass for 15

So about Jonny's age then. :o He's by no means bad looking, but Graham was right with the 'face you wanna slap' comment. :heehee:

The Greek lady who sang 'Boom Tek Tek' ...

 

Yum yum, yes please!! ha!

Forget anyone else, the woman in Azerbaijan's song tonight was omgamazing. I also found the winning guy quite attractive as well, although he looked quite odd. :s

I didn't think much of Azerbaijan's song, it was about the only song i heard in full too. Estonia's was the best after Norway's for me :o. And i agree completely :o

 

Aww bless and you didn't even sit with her. Bad son. :angry:

Yeah, she had an amazing voice. :P I did think Eurovision was missing some proper female stunners this year besides Aysel and, of course, Chiara. :lol:

 

Alexander though looked very young, had yellowish teeth and was easily the cockiest little $h!t in the whole thing.

I doubt you would sit with her; it'd be a bit EMBARRASSING.

 

I did quite like Ukraine's (?) entrant last year though ^_^

 

And i'd be feeling pretty smug with that score tbh :lol:

Yeap, Graham was right. He so knew he was going to win from the start.

Azerbaijan's song was my favourite I think, I quite liked Portugals and Norways too. Oh and Russia's. :/ I HATED our song though, so so boring.

The Greek lady who sang 'Boom Tek Tek' ...

 

Yum yum, yes please!! ha!

She was Turkey's entry but, yes, the performance was quite fierce. She was a bit scary though. :(

 

I didn't think much of Azerbaijan's song, it was about the only song i heard in full too. Estonia's was the best after Norway's for me :o. And i agree completely :o

I doubt you would sit with her; it'd be a bit EMBARRASSING.

 

I did quite like Ukraine's (?) entrant last year though ^_^

 

And i'd be feeling pretty smug with that score tbh :lol:

:o Azerbaijan was the best! "AND I CAN HEAR YOU CALL MY NAME ON MOUNTAIN HIGH" And ergh, you found Alexandr attractive? What's wrong with you lot?!

 

I probably would. I have no friends. :magic: :drama:

 

Oh yeah, Ani Lorak. Kalomoira and Sirusho were alright too. :wub: they all looked the same basically

 

Yeah but BEFORE the score, BEFORE he performed, in the SEMIS. He just has that general look about him.

 

Yeap, Graham was right. He so knew he was going to win from the start.

Exactly, there's being confident and then there's being arrogant.

 

Azerbaijan's song was my favourite I think, I quite liked Portugals and Norways too. Oh and Russia's. :/ I HATED our song though, so so boring.

It's just so damn catchy! Hated Norway and found Portugal hard to get into. (language barrier :() Russia though?! I just didn't get it. I thought ours was boring too but in the end I'm such a sucker for the warbling kind that I have to love it. :lol:

Russia was amzing though, slightly odd though.

 

How can anyone not love the Portugese girl? She was amazing.