I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. What I sent in BJSC 183 was obviously unplanned. The reactions you heard were raw; they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react or how to feel. I should have never sent my entry. I should have closed the Google Form and stopped sending what I had in mind. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the alt bloc. I want to apologize to anyone who has heard the song. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected. But most importantly I want to apologize to the wider alt bloc For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. The goal with my BJSC presence is always to send alt songs; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. In the world I live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.

2 minutes ago, uhsting said:

I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. What I sent in BJSC 183 was obviously unplanned. The reactions you heard were raw; they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react or how to feel. I should have never sent my entry. I should have closed the Google Form and stopped sending what I had in mind. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the alt bloc. I want to apologize to anyone who has heard the song. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected. But most importantly I want to apologize to the wider alt bloc For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. The goal with my BJSC presence is always to send alt songs; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. In the world I live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.

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we're getting a why so sirius return?